appetite, desire, want, need and the dream of life:
when one is thirsty one is said to be empty and that emptiness weighs ponderous. ponderous in the static heart, the unreasonable heart, the thirsty heart........ponderous in the freudian heart.
whether or not the thirst is real or a dream is immaterial. it is in fact the damning of the mind, the ceaseless mind, the unrelenting, damning freudian mind that may be its ultimate purpose........ if purpose can even be dragged into the equation.
it is in fact and deed realer than substance, a godless transubstantiation, a physical spirtuality before the blackness. <<<<<